The last few weeks have been emotionally undulating! (running speak, undulating = hilly)
Lots of life stuff going on....leaving Leeds, moving house (twice), deadlines (the worst part), practical exams (oh no wait, they were the worst) etc etc...and so the furthest I managed to run in the 5 weeks since the ultra was 8.5 miles...
....oh...
...this was not looking good for the Orpington Marafun!
I entered this only a few weeks ago, whilst in a particularly deep depth of despair about uni work. I wanted something else to think about, so chose this, as I did it last year and really enjoyed it. I decided on entering that I would just go to enjoy it, and use it as a training run, and not go out to do a good time.
Of course, this was all theory, and I forgot it all as I stood at the start line and saw 26.2 miles ahead which needed to be conquered.
This was all very well, if I paid no attention to the fact my recent training had been dreadful, lacking structure and mileage. The last two days before the marathon I successfully ticked all the boxes for what not to do to prepare for a marathon....about 8 hours sleep in the 48 hours before the race, no stretching, eating all the wrong things, lugged my life around in a suitcase from Chorley to Leeds to London the day before (but this is a great whole body workout at any other time!), G&T the night before (but this was technically Andrew's fault, so I can't take responsibility for that) and no proper breakfast (as there were no oats left and the bread was moudly, and I hadn't caught up with what was happening and managed to do anything about it).
Well, I ignored all of that and set off, after a jam pastry and cup of tea I found at the start (I mean, I bought it, not that I just found a random pastry lying around somewhere). The route had changed for one thing and there now was a definite increase in hills. Embrace the hills! I thought, as I enthusiastically set off, destroying my leg muscles withing the first 2 minutes. Smart.
I was going on pretty well for the first 8 miles to be honest. The only problem I encountered was that I'd tied my shoelaces too tight and my right foot went numb. That was a bit disconcerting. Soon after that came the flaw in my plan, that I hadn't run more than that in quite a long time. Things went downhill fairly swiftly, stomach cramps, headache, hadn't brought any food/drink with me and it was HOT! Then, at 22 miles I got a stitch! I stitch! I've never had a stitch before! I thought I was having appendicitis it was so painful. I now have COMPLETE sympathy for anyone who gets these, I had never appreciated how much it hurts before, like a knife! It hurt so much I then felt sick so spent the last few miles trying not the throw up, while trying not to land too heavily on my right leg, as every time I did the Stitch Monster twisted the knife more deeply and aggressively.
I hopped over the finish line in 3:51:39 and I think I came first in the ladies as several people shouted that at me on the way round. So, pleased with all that! Definitely not my peak physical performance though!.
I have now recovered from the experience physically, although mentally it still hurts to think about.
I am much encouraged by the idea that you must make mistakes to become better.....
....so, by making a lot of mistakes...you can learn a lot of things.....and next time, you will know how to do them better :-)
Tuesday, 20 May 2014
Friday, 2 May 2014
Shaken. And stirred.
I could use one of these. Or perhaps three.
Experimenting with the training.
Hic.
Ooops.
Thank you for all your encouraging words about Blue! I'd like to say I have taken them all on board, and am now in a purple patch, but this week has been a bit too much of an emotional wrestling match to take any sensible advice on board. Although, I would say I am now a lighter shade of blue. Like sky blue, rather than stormy blue. Maybe, something like that.
But still a bit shaken.
So, most of you know I guess that I moved up to Leeds last September to pursue my dream of becoming a dietitian. I didn't want to move from London, but frankly didn't have any other option, and decided I had to take a chance. It was definitely worth it - I have made some brilliant friends here and I love my course (really I do, really, just not right at this exact moment after my exam yesterday - but I've been told this feeling passes, how quickly I'm unsure), but I've always found it difficult being away from my loved ones from before, and with all the travelling around to make things work, I've never really felt settled here or like it's really become my home. So, having spent Easter in London, I spent last weekend distressed about coming back to Leeds to do all of our assessments. Then, as always I suppose, you have to realise that something is about to end, before you realise that you did actually like more than you thought you did. So now I am equally distressed about leaving Leeds, because we're almost done with uni this year, and next year will be all different as we will all be scattered around on placement - I will miss my course, and my coursemates, and my friends, and running club! Oh! Sometimes I wish that my boyfriend, my family, my friends weren't all over the place, but.....
"My home is not a place, it is people." - Lois McMaster Bujold
...pretty much sums it up.
So on Wednesday I went to my last running club for a while. Sob :-( Wednesday wasn't a great day (it was before my exam, and I realised how uneasy I felt), and I hate saying goodbye to people so wasn't looking forward to running really. But, I left uni and put on trainers to go. Walking past the arena - they were giving out free Galaxy bars. The sun came out. This, I thought, surely this is a sign of good times coming! And, running was amaaaazing! We drove up to the Harewood Estate and did an 8 mile loop around the estate and Eccup reservoir.
Absolutely beautiful, by far and away the best run I have done in Leeds - gorgeous scenery, good company, evening sunshine. And, to top it off, as we got back to the cars and shut the doors, there was a flash of lightening, a crack of thunder, and the heavens opened.....boom!
Then it was back to the pub for a planning meeting for the Lyke Wake race in July, and a few farewell drinks with CAR - by far the best running club in Leeds! I will take my vest to London - come on the GREENS!!!
And I am feeling excited again now about a new challenge - new maps, new route, new plan -this is what I need :-D
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Believe
Work
Achieve
Repeat
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